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Saturday, January 15, 2005

hihiz~~ i change my blog le~~~ www.my-life-anew.blogspot.com... kk?? hahas~~ feel free to go~~ =D

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Sunday, December 26, 2004

hiz.. hmmz..im confused~~!!! N.E.R.D doesnt allow bgr..ttz my own rule..me gang leader.. but.. does it means tt we cant like anyone too? no hor... haix.. i realli dunno..will it affect studies..and can u actually tell urself not to like someone..maybe if u dun see someone..u wont like tt person tt much anymore..haaz~ well..msn chatting had been fun todae.. thanx~ haix.. well.. the good daes are v long time ago.. p5 p6? haaz~ fwenz~ good times..bad times.. sianz la~ now.. studies.. wa.. peng liaoz` haha~ hmmz.. okiez.. well.. hope ppl out there are coping wif their lives well.. psst~! acs guys~ dun be too stressed out wif ur ccas~~ (e.g jerome..nic..mingjie~) to bpghs ppl~ jia you~~ to nhss ppl~ jia you too~! u guys rawk~! to others out there~ god bless u~ =) hmmz.. realli miss bpps.. haaz~ miss all my fwenz~ i book pit next time k? then can party~! haaz~ okok.. too lame~ hmmz.. juz wanna tell u guys i miss u~~!! haha~~ 5J rulex~ 6J..6K..6L rawks~~!! haaz~ hmmz.. yepx.. soo.. jia you k? bei hanx~~!!! haha~ yoyo~ stae happi~ cheers~!

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yoz.. 1.46p.m .. woke up not v long ago..haaZ` i dreamt of taufik~~!!! haha~ so cool~~ i dreamt of him walking on the road of bukit panjang for some parade..a vip.. then i was picked up from sch.. then he was about to leave and he went into the car..so my father drove the car..passed by his.. waved at him..he smiled back and waved~~ haaz~ ok..bit lame.. but...i still dreamt of him~~ taufik batisah ok~~!!! haaz~ he's da man~~!! then..woke up realli happy~~ haaZ` listening usher's song ( taufik's idol if u din noe) all the way` and also the songs taufik sang~~ i wanna buy his album..not out yet arz? dunno lehz~ haaz~ i flipped thru the mag tt have taufiks foto~~ lime have his foto when he was in p sch~~~ so cute~~!! haaZ~ he rox man~~!! TAUFIK'S DA MAN~!!! yea~ go taufik go~! haaZ~

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hiz...hmmz..yesterdae...totalli pathetic..i stayed at home for the whole dae....BORING~~!!!! urgh~! i watched two movies i think... clueless...a nice show.. and boyfriend for christmas...v nice~ hmmz... i now alot of time..tell u summary k? haha~ clueless..is bout a blonde..who is popular..but..she's not the typical bulli blondie..she change ppl's lives..for the better... there was this gal who was new to the sch..and she helped the newbie..changed her..and she too..became popular..then..together they met jerks..nerds..an all..haaz~ okiez.. then.. soon..the gal became more popular than she was...she started to think wat was happening..and she regreted being who she was..so..she decided to change...but this time..herself.. yepx.. so.. she found tt after so many guys she saw..to find her charming prince.. hers is right in front of her.. josh..her father's helper.. also a law student.. so.. yepx.. they fell in love.. i think i can onli recall this much.. hmmz.. boyfren for christmas..i bout this gal..she was 12 then.. and it was xmas..and she was at a mall..where this boy and her sister were sitting there..sis looking nervous.. so.. this gal went forward to help the sis..as the sis was nervous bout meeting santa.. hmmz.. so.. ya..she brought her there.. and this gal caught the boy's eyes... hmmz.. so..she went to santa too..to say wat she wished for.. a boyfren for christmas... so..the next mornin..this gal found a present for her under her xmas tree.. it was from the santa..saying tt a boyfren will appear in 20 yrs..when two hearts are ready.. so..she waited.. then when she was 32..still..no bf yet.. it was nearing xmas though..she already lost faith in xmas... so..one day she was at the court..for a woman fighting custody..she's a social worker..so they were waiting for a lawyer to help fight for it..but.. he did not turn up.. so the woman was not able to join her children for xmas.. so.. the gal was fuming.. and then the two met in the lift.. and they had the..chemistry.. hmmz..the gal din now tt guy was the lawyer..so..they juz met and santa somehow noes the both of them..so..sent the guy as a perssie for the gal..so..they get to noe each other..brought the guy to the gal's home..and..ya..fell in love... but..soon..the gal found out the guy was using a fake name to be together with the gal..as he dun want the gal to hate him as he was the lawyer she detested.. so.. he found tt he had to leave..the gal..then tot for awhile..found tt they were realli meant for each other..so..looked for him.. then.. they remembered..she was the gal at the mall..and he was the bro of the small gal...so they lived happily ever after..hmmz..yepx..haha~ so..ttz the story.. hmmz.. my xmas todae wasnt fun too.. well.. i stayed at home agane.. haix.. then went to my grandmama house for dinner..then went to west coast to play.. haha~ found tt my sis is a weakling.. =XX haaz~ hmmz.. she's afraid of the stuffs like climbing high stuffs~ heeX` hmmz.. then.. dunno ba~ came home..sian sian.de..ZZZ

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Thursday, December 23, 2004

yoz~~!! hmmz..todae lehz.. went to sch there meet dina~ then saw peace having training~ haaZ..grandson there~ hmmz.. then we went rnd sch.. see those ppl..next yr 1/4 v luan de~ hmmz.. dunno if i can accept them not lehz... i mean.. if i cant.. im afraid they will hate me..to the core.. haaz~ oops! sound so evil =XX hmmz.. yepx..then we meet jo and sarah who came later.. and my grandson was bout to go home after training~ haha~ we called him over~ and haha~ lame here lame there~ so..went bubble tea shop..then went to je.. went k box.. then grandson joined us soon after~ haaz~ he became our model siaz~ my cam have alot of his fotos from diff. angles de~ haaz~ and wif diff ppl~ he acted sissy wif me~ haha~ so cute!!! =Þ hmmz.. quite ex la~ $11 per person..hmmz..yeps.. then after tt..me treated grandson for so called dinner~ hmmz.. all my daughters had their fun todae too~ " joy to the world" haha~ lamiews~! then..yeps.. changed fone wif grandson... ok la.. 3100.. heex~ new environment~ so pinky~~~ heeX~! hmmz.. will miss 2/4 manz...haix~ so fun~!! hmmz.. N.E.R.D rox~~!! haaz~ todae found out tt grandson is a filial son i mean to his real mama~ he's real totful siaz~ hahaz~ hmmz~ hope u guys have great fun todae~ and hope we can have many of todae~ but..hope not tt ex ba~ =XX heeX~ so.. yepx~ *cheesesss* *tiack* haaZ~ obsessed wif neoprints and cams~ =XX

εvøńŇΞ said a prayer 10:34 PM

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Monday, December 20, 2004

heyya~ hmmz~ todae..quite fun la~ ehz..i mean looking on the optimistic side and not thinking bout sad stuffs~ i went to clementi stadium this morning..ran 5km.. ok..it's quite tiring.. first 7 rounds ok la~ then the 5 rnds after was like hell..so..tired lor~ hmmz.. then after tt went queensway wif jo..haha..took 196 instead of 198..cuz i tot tt busstop have ma.. =XX din noe onli have 196.. =XX by the time we realise 196 can go..one juz went pass..so.. hehe~ so..ya~ bout stuffs from there~ haha~ so shuang manz~~!! then after tt we went je~ ate and went pop~ stay there soooo long le but time pass darn slow lor~ so..ya~ 3 then wz and arthas reach..so we went there first..then poo-poo joined soon after~ haha~ farni lor~ =XX they all so cartoon de~ =Þ then we wen arcade..hmmz.. haha~ lose dunno how mani rnd liaoz..sian liao lor~ look at time..late liaoz.. si arthas..sae wanna take taxi de..then tell me he no money... -.-" wanted to lompang ma~ =XX hmmz.. then take 176 lor~ no choice~ then.hmmz.. ok la~ he darn rich lor~ pay so much for magic tricks~ street and cards de also have lor~~!! haaz~ hmmz.. well.. im gonna stardi real real hard le~~ show those bithcy teachers tt my frens and i can have good results~ ass~ kan 1/4 bu shuang.. let u see 2/4 li hai arz~ muahaha~~!!! =XX hmmz.. yaz~ wanna get bursary too~!! so long nv get $$ from government liaoz... cuz results too lan u see...haiX~~ nvm..jia you~~!!!

εvøńŇΞ said a prayer 8:28 PM

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Sunday, December 19, 2004

hiz~~..hmmz.. ya..think..im starting to cope my new life okay..hmmz... yest one whole dae stay at home...doing my work..hmmz.. seems i can put my mind off sad stuffs by working...concentrating real hard ba.. haaz~ hmmz.. i dunno la.. hmmz.. then todae was supposed to play netball wif some of the p5 juniors..then.. dunno wat..then cancelled..so..sianz agane..hmmz.. i dunno.. still quite anxious bout the jersey thing..is te shorts that the seniors wearing ma? hmmz.. hope is diff. kind ba.. tt kind run a little might tear kind.. scary.. haaz~ hmmz.. then the jersey.. dark blue and striking orange... hmmz.. not bad.. quite cool de~ heeX~ hmmz.. seems like there's quite alot of ppl changing their lives.. n i will not be seeing ppl next yr le.. haix.. will be missing them ba~ haaz~ dunno lor~ hmmz.. then now..project in the making..bit kan jiong liaoz.. got alot stuffs haven do..tml will try to do as much as possible ba~ eeee... tml running 5km...eeks~~!! diao... 5km?!?! ee... dun feel like running lehz..no choice..homework from coach..haaz~ clementi stadium...early in the morning.. ZZZZzzzz.... haix.. hope can make it ba~ haaz~ =XX

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Friday, December 17, 2004

...hiz... ermz..well... v long nv post le ba.. ehz.. dunno lehz..start from today de ba... went ahmad ibrahim to play frenly..ok..short form a.i...see tt..u will think of artificial intelligence rite? instead of ahmad ibrahim...then..we juz like merely sae it out..diao..kenna scolded... hmmz.. ya... then..ya..won them.. 3o smth to 11 i think~ haha.. 27dec nanyang coming down to play wif us..hmmz.. i think we can make it la~ i believe.. hmmz.. well...todae.. yi chang huan xi yi chang kong.. eh...was at the bus stop..then saw chen yuan or wateva... then he told me his whole class pass... then... when i reach home..feeling quite relieved...jx smsed me..told me he failed... how on earth am i supposed to accept tt?!?! if it were u~ urgh~! i spent like wat... half an hour in the washroom weeping..gosh~! seems so....so.fake~ i dunno.... then.. jx told me bout tt time i went to collect he disk..ehz.. i juz dunno la~ i juz wanna give an advice to ppl reading my blog... dun give up too much for someone u like..without even letting them noe..its not worth it..its not... its not worth it doing so much for a person u noe dun like u as much as u like the person.. but trust me.. if the person reacts when he/she finds out.. he/she likes u..and dun wish anything to happen to u..cuz of him/her...ya..i noe this might sound weird..trust me.. its true...

εvøńŇΞ said a prayer 8:28 PM

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Tuesday, December 14, 2004

hmmz..hiz..todae was quite an okay dae..had training..(urgh!) then..went home..then went to meet eileen jas and wan ying..hmmz.. yar.. that's bout all..dun realli have the mood to sae bout wat happened today..hmmz..i dunno...i keep reminding myself tt studies is watz important now..nth else...i force myself to forget them...him... i feel like a bitch... urgh~! i dunno... there's nth i can do anyway.. im realli sorri...forgive me..pls.. its ok if u dun.. i deserve it anyway.. im a total bitch.. URGH~!

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